Sunday, November 29, 2009
where's everyone when i need them.
im like always available when people need my help.
but when i need people's help, they all just disappear.
and i can do nothing but to sit here and feel so out of control.
to christina : im about to die from so much fucking bullshit that is happening now.
and you are not online.
and i don't want to call you because i don't want you to hear my fked up voice.
and im really happy that you told me that, you only have 2 best friends in this world, which is me and your other friend.
i really feel very honoured.
because today i learnt that, those that are my friends, are not my friends.
but im glad that you are still my best friend.
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.
